Blue Moon

Sad Life

Yeah holiday is here... Wooo. It sure started off nicely with 9 hour of econs and 5 hours of cip... Once again, Im doing some self reflection, think about life and stuffs...(Sounds dam emo.lol)

Anw,class SO3H. I guess Im still 'cool' with my classmates. They all seem like nice ppl but somehow still I dun get the same warm feeling when I am with my OG mate nor the 'normal' feeling when I was still with my sec 4 class. Perhaps I am just still not used to them yet, but somehow its just cold despite us joking arnd and hanging out often. (Just cant shake that weird feeling off my chest. Cant explain why. Its just complicated...) Anw, at least I am glad there are people that I can be close to (only few), people who make me feel normal and warmth when talked to.

OG? Well we were just as bonded if not more. I am just so proud that we are still meeting every morning and hanging out as much as possible. Just by hanging out with them, it can really make my day. Its hard to explain, but its just fun being with them. Hopefully this really lasts long.... (YEah it will!!!I believe so!!!) HH01 ROCKS!!!!

CCAs. I tink im in love with my new CCAs - Youth club @ Boon Lay and photography. Youth clubs is just dam fun. The ppl there are nice, and fun to hangout with. (Haha i knw lots of ppl there!!!) As for photography, though the judging of ihc photos sucked, overall the ppl there are ok and once again i knw lots of ppl there too. lol. And i tink im developing a passion for photog. Yeah!!

Now lastly my sad life - studies. Ya, for some reason im really struggling. I seriously tried but still failed badly at it. (All thanks to slacking totally for 4 years). Its like torture when i first started to start doing homework - something that i have almost not done for past 4 years. Soon i realise its hard to pick up good studying habits once you lost them. But anw now i am trying - no more slacking!! (Hmm dun think i can do it still.. ARHHH!!) Still, not giving up now shows I am improving. (unlike past times always give up half way after telling myself i should study hard...)

One last thing, I feel I am becoming like ChekWei(in terms of who i interact with) - him and his class. (Dun hav to knw wat i mean here, its for myself). I have got to interact more with other ppl!!!

And with that, I have pretty much sumed up my sad life. But IT WILL BE BETTER. YEAH, IT WILL DEFINITELY!!!

chaoswp2

Moonlight Shines at 9:07 AM,

Drama fest + One 'Fine' day.

Drama fest on friday was just EPIC. With OMG Man and Disco inferno as hosts!! Shoot the jokes were seriously dam funny!! Camel Nuts!!!. HH rocks (Gregary is dam dam funny..... walking wikipedia!!! Nice acting seriously) and MT was really dam good (nice poems). Could not get wat MR was doing with those erm songs? Musical? Ya whatever...(Just cant get it...) Anw, got the results today, MT got 1st and HH 2nd. (Yeah, ok la MT is really good, but ARRRHH HH!!!)

On this fine day, I survived 9 hrs of lectures on Econs in NTU. (How the heck did i do that???!!!)The only few parts that were enjoyable were the gossips (hell lots of scandals!!!Tks to 123456), ghost stories, drawing lame stuffs, behavioural econs (the only fun lecture) and company of friends. How did i survive? 5 packets of sugar with coffee were my source of energy. Gossips(mostly scandals)and hangman kept me awake most of the time.

After the 9 hour struggle, then came CIP at Boon Lay. Moved some boxes, tables and chairs. Tend a snake and ladder station for kids. The kids were seriously dam funny. (Cats!!! and Superman!!!lol where is the link??) After 5 hours and on the way back home, got to heard more gossips frm xxxxx .

chaoswp2

Moonlight Shines at 8:03 AM,

FUN vs Homework

Had So MUCH MUCH 'FUN' over the weekend. Watched Alice in wonderland with Edison!! Fairytales do come true!!!!

Sunday Youth club cip - Face lift. Its something like Sec4 batch project, did block analysis. Had lots of fun crappying arnd with Zhengda and Angela. Though there was not alot of people, the cip process went smoothly. (I think??). On the MRT trip back, got to knw more Jap songs (adding on to my list) frm Angela. (some serious fangirl over boy bands..lol. The songs are actually really nice!!). Ended up going to Tampines to meet edison to buy bag. But somehow, when i reached there, he still at Sengkang. (Expected, no complains there). So as usual i started my MRT game (Its this fun game where you travel 2 stations and back again to waste time). One way or another, for some weird reason we ended up meeting in Orchard instead...lol. Managed to find a black bag. (Was wearing all black that day..IM NOT EMO!!!. Went home after that.

Its only then I realised something is missing - homework. I had not done anything yet. Its not that i did not knw that I still havent do yet. After all, I was discussing about it with Angela (crappy on and on about how slack we were...but y I only 3.40 and she 3.77 ??!!!) But somehow, cos of all the activities, Im able to totally put homework behind....(BAD SIGN). Back home dragged myself to the computer and studying desk and start flipping through my files. Lucky for me, there are lots of people online with the same problem as me - homework. HAHA. All the FUNS seem to have left me as i struggled on. Took me 3 hrs to actually do 1 econ essay.

Lesson learnt: Do work first (must) before having too much fun. Cos if not, the FUN not only does it not last, but the more FUN you feel, the more miserable you will get later.

chaoswp2

Moonlight Shines at 3:11 AM,

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Name: Wang Peng
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