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Study day!!
Today I went to school to study. Yeah dun know what came over me yesterday that made me want to go down to school and study. (Yousheng tagged along) I DAM OWN(self praise to prevent myself from going to emo state..-.-) I actually finished 4 questions of maths in 4hrs time in school!! Great achievement.(must self praise more!!) (Yousheng did like 30+ chem questions?) For the first few times in my life, I m actually doing my homework. Not just on time, but before due date. (I m that great. HOLY ME!!) The best thing about today is that I actually studied and really absorbed something. This is something that has not happened to me for a really really long time. I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel. I guess my 3 months of pushing myself are starting to show its effects. Finally I am able to stay still infront of studying table for 4hrs straight. (Well I day dreamed for 3hrs I think?..) But besides the day dreaming part, its a great achievement for me. Its a sign for greater things to come? Hopefully. Alright enough... FML. I actually took 4hrs to do 4 maths question. 15min for the first 2, then stone/daydream/GC games.... and found myself completing the 4 questions after 4hrs. Nonetheless, today I did something. Finished maths assignment, did chem online test twice(I SO HARDWORKING LA! XD) and did 2 paragraph of econs essay. (Redoing it cos the previous one was crap. But having the feeling that this would be crappier, but who cares. Practice makes perfect. Writing more would not hurt i think?) Haiz... must stay positive. One day, seriously one day, my brain would start work without going to daydreaming mode. Till that day, I will stay positive and continue to pray for that day's arrival... Moonlight Shines at 2:51 AM,
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