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Sad Life
Yeah holiday is here... Wooo. It sure started off nicely with 9 hour of econs and 5 hours of cip... Once again, Im doing some self reflection, think about life and stuffs...(Sounds dam emo.lol) Anw,class SO3H. I guess Im still 'cool' with my classmates. They all seem like nice ppl but somehow still I dun get the same warm feeling when I am with my OG mate nor the 'normal' feeling when I was still with my sec 4 class. Perhaps I am just still not used to them yet, but somehow its just cold despite us joking arnd and hanging out often. (Just cant shake that weird feeling off my chest. Cant explain why. Its just complicated...) Anw, at least I am glad there are people that I can be close to (only few), people who make me feel normal and warmth when talked to. OG? Well we were just as bonded if not more. I am just so proud that we are still meeting every morning and hanging out as much as possible. Just by hanging out with them, it can really make my day. Its hard to explain, but its just fun being with them. Hopefully this really lasts long.... (YEah it will!!!I believe so!!!) HH01 ROCKS!!!! CCAs. I tink im in love with my new CCAs - Youth club @ Boon Lay and photography. Youth clubs is just dam fun. The ppl there are nice, and fun to hangout with. (Haha i knw lots of ppl there!!!) As for photography, though the judging of ihc photos sucked, overall the ppl there are ok and once again i knw lots of ppl there too. lol. And i tink im developing a passion for photog. Yeah!! Now lastly my sad life - studies. Ya, for some reason im really struggling. I seriously tried but still failed badly at it. (All thanks to slacking totally for 4 years). Its like torture when i first started to start doing homework - something that i have almost not done for past 4 years. Soon i realise its hard to pick up good studying habits once you lost them. But anw now i am trying - no more slacking!! (Hmm dun think i can do it still.. ARHHH!!) Still, not giving up now shows I am improving. (unlike past times always give up half way after telling myself i should study hard...) One last thing, I feel I am becoming like ChekWei(in terms of who i interact with) - him and his class. (Dun hav to knw wat i mean here, its for myself). I have got to interact more with other ppl!!! And with that, I have pretty much sumed up my sad life. But IT WILL BE BETTER. YEAH, IT WILL DEFINITELY!!! Moonlight Shines at 9:07 AM,
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